June 21, 2014
Will He Leave
I feel like a burden;
He loved me and he stayed.
He loves me but had no idea what he was getting himself into.
Just last night he said I can be hard to please;
Please, please, please.
Matter fact I don’t think he will leave; but he just won’t love me as much.
I will feel no love and I may be the one to leave.
Can I stand to be alone?
It scares me; the thought.
Sometimes the only thing that keeps me going, is knowing that someone’s coming home to me.
But sometimes it sucks because I still have to comfort myself.
I have a provider and it’s a blessing, but I miss having a lover and a friend.
I get a lover every now and then;
I get a friend when he feels the need to blow wind.
I’m just rambling and this means nothing; may not even be true, but if it is…
I hope he doesn’t leave.