June 26, 2014
Will It Get Worst
Today I feel different but not in a good way. Many times I think I’m in denial because I try and tell myself I’m making it out to be worse than it really is. And I know others have more going on with them, you know with other conditions along with fibromyalgia. I don’t know if there is anything else going on with me other than FMS, CFS/ME, Depression, Anxiety and HBP.
I am slowly coming out of denial because today I feel sick. I don’t feel like explaining how I feel but I will say that I’m having way more body cramps and it’s been tough adjusting to the warmer weather. And trying to stay cool is crazy because the cool air even just from the ceiling fan causes my body to ache as well [can’t win.]
I feel I live in fear of not knowing if my health will get any worst. Do I really have something else? I am going to keep feeling bad as I get older? From what I can tell so far that answer is yes. I am really trying with what I have to feel better.
Muscle spasms will be a huge issue this summer and I am not ready. They seem to be creeping up more and more every day. Even playing with me, I think the pain is about to come then it doesn’t. I using my mind and pain is playing tricks on me.
Thinking about CBD oil, the first search of it online says it $45 to order. [will do more research]
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