July 23, 2014
Get To The Point
I am frustrated today, but I will get over it like; I guess.
All my life I’ve had to deal with not being heard (not loud enough), I’ve had to deal with having speech problems; not being able to be understood clearly.
Others don’t matter, but when it comes down to your own mom and husband not being able to deal with you, it’s hurtful.
My mom says I take forever getting to the point and I’ve had to deal with that all my life, her cutting me off as I try to talk to her.
Then I get married and my husband has said I talk to much, talk about the same things all the time, I repeat myself, and the list goes on.
I don’t say anything when they do the same things, but for some reason it’s only a problem when it comes to me. Some of the same things my husband has said, many other guys have said those things in the past.
I can’t help but be sad, but I have to be stein because even when I cry they say something about that.
My issue with getting straight to the point is; saying something then people ask you many questions after that because they want to know. Why come I can’t just tell you everything (details) to start? No it takes to long but once I say A and Z, now you need BCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXY to understand.