July 26, 2014
There are times I feel I have changed for the better because I am looking at things from a whole new perspective.
There are times that I know I haven’t changed, but there is a good and evil to the changes.
Very emotional changes that have occurred. Almost somewhat very high to very low feeling.
I admit I can be a very heartless, smart-ass when I’m in pain and not caring. I apologize in advance sometimes before my actions happen.
I admit I can be very sad and depressing and it’s easier to push away people than to keep them around.
I know whenever someone really loves me, because they can’t seem to stay away.
When I love; I love hard. When I dislike; I don’t want anything to do with them.
Pain does and has changed me, but also it’s made me appreciate my life more.