I have a new pain today, well not a new pain but new spot where the pain is hitting me.
This sharp pain in/around my ear runinning through the side of my face. Sorry it’s tough to explain, but it hurts so much. It comes and goes and I hope it goes and never comes back. (Wishful thinking)
On the bright side I do get breaks but really I don’t. There is always some kind of pain going on, if not physically it’s mentally.
I feel as if I can’t get all my emotions out, and I’m hiding out in my feelings. I can’t seem to let it all go. I don’t think I ever will. I’m filled with so many tears, anger and sadness. So those moments that I do have that make me laugh and smile and gives me true happiness, I treasure those times. Anyone who brings those moments into my life, are special people to me.
Anyways I don’t want to random on I just haven’t posted anything in awhile so thought it was time let you all know how I am.