If only we could remove what was hurting us, some would be nothing but a much of body parts.
Wanting to remove my left leg and thigh from my body like a doll. Aching right where the thigh connects to the hip. Aching and stiffness in leg, down to my foot that keeps having a sharp pain, cramping and aching. I forgot about aching in my knee.
As I sit here trying to explain, it’s difficult thinking about all the different aches I’m feeling right now. It makes me sad to focus on it, even though I’m feeling it and can’t stop thinking about it because I can’t help but feel it. It has not gotten in easier trying to explain to someone how I feel.
How do you sum it up into a few words?
I go through moods of wanting to tell people how I’m feeling but feel as if I’m complaining and rather not share.