February 3, 2014
Venture Out Again
Today had to go out on this rainy, cloudy day and I was in good spirits am ready to take on the day. Had a nice time out having lunch and waiting at the bank to file taxes, but all and all it’s been a very good despite my mood changes.
I know I can’t be the only one who has up and down moods, I can go from one to ten within seconds or minutes depending on the situation. Someone who loves me and been around me, or with me for years, I just expect them to know me by now and know how to talk to me, especially husband.
I know how I can be and get so I always apologize, at the same time telling him that he should know me by now.
Anyways at around five o’clock I was beat, it was time to relax and rest because I messed up and tried I wear heels today, so my feet are still sore and feel swollen a bit, even though I changed shoes half way through the day because I just couldn’t take it, but by then the damage was done.
It’s Monday and I’m hoping this is the start of a good week, because last week ended bad, with full body pain and spasms.
I have to say I did alright today, I’m always doubtful now about going out because from riding in the car which should be thy bad but is, to getting in and out along with having to be fully dressed. With fibromyalgia those things suck now, I only want to be in the comfort of my own home, which sometimes can get uncomfortable at moments, but nonetheless it’s my safe haven and leaving it means I have t deal with so many different elements of the world going on around me, and adjust to the outside. I ventured out today and it wasn’t so bad. (This time)