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Hello Fall

Starting last night, well all day yesterday; I start to feel aching throughout my entire body. Soreness and aching in my legs were the worst. It’s that time of the month and along with rainy, cloudily days it’s taking everything out of me. I feel so bad, I haven’t felt this bad in awhile.

The one different thing is my eyesight is being affected today, it’s so blurry.

From my head, in my face (jaw pain), down my arms into my finger tips, in my stomach, down my thighs into my legs, through my ankles into my feet, cramping toes.

This is going to be a long week, I hope I can keep my mood calm.

A Quote to Remember: “If you don’t transform from your pain; then it was for nothing.”

I have gotten so much more in touch with myself since trying to figure out fibromyalgia and reading Gods word more often. My pain has taken be on a path of understanding and trying to have the deeper meaning to my life.

I felt so much better when I started not focusing so much on my pain and I put my focus on reading, thinking about Christ and praying. When I stop thinking about how bad I felt, I started thinking about the love I have. Not just love from family and friends but Gods love.

Today and probably the rest of the week will be a challenge, but I’m going to do my best to try and stay in my “happy place” keeping my emotions under control is going to take some work, but happy thoughts I will ramble through my mental to find.


Let your pain transform you into your best you.




Day Two…

September 14,2014
Day Two of Water Fasting (kind of)

A little after midnight and I’m up drinking water (1 liter), by my side just in case I need it. There are times well I’m sleeping when my stomach becomes empty and it makes me sick or it hurts, sometimes I even get cramps. One disappointment I about trying to get enough fluids is that I have to go to the bathroom so much just off of one glass.

Awake at 10:30am and I don’t hurt as bad as I did Friday morning, about the same as yesterday morning but there’s a difference in my hands for sure. I can move them a lot more than other mornings without pain of cramps or anything, there is still some joint pain in one or two fingers though. Going to see how today goes, can I do better?

Water, water and more water, I had to get though around 1pm, just a small amount of food. Even though I’m not doing this fast the way it should be done, I do feel pretty good today which is always a blessings to have a day with only a small amount of pain.

My face/skin is clearer so I love that and I am not itchy.

In time I will be healed in a way that is unexplainable. Not healed as cured, but healed as my mind is not causing more pain; with my negative thoughts.

My journey continues...





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